Fourth Sunday after Pentecost
Over the past school years, I have assisted the Michigan State Police with training in a tank for those who show interest in joining the MSP and preparing them for what they might experience for water safety. Most people would call where we do this a pool, but in the State Police a pool is where you have fun, and we were not about having fun during this training, so we swam in a tank. I’m a decent swimmer, but it has pushed me as the other staff challenged me to push a brick at the bottom of the tank from one side to another; to open my eyes under water while I’m swimming; to tread water for fifteen or more minutes while passing a 10-pound brick hand over hand to the other people treading water in a circle; to allow another to rescue me as a simulated being a drowning victim, and entrusting my life into their training. It gave me some trepidation at times, but I’m still here, and no one has ever drowned in this training.
I mention that because putting out into the deep (which is what duc in altum means) when it comes to our faith came seem as challenging as tank training was for me. It pushes us beyond our comfort zone; it makes us develop new skills; it sometimes even tires us. But just as it was in the year 2000, as it also was in the year 1500, as it also was in the year 1000, as it was on the birth of the Church at Pentecost, so today our mission is to welcome Christ into our boat, and put out into deep waters in order to make a miraculous catch.
Note that previous failure does not suffice for an excuse against putting out into the deep. St. Peter, who was Pope St. John Paul II’s 263rd predecessor, had tried fishing all night, but without any luck. But he didn’t have the Lord with him, which was the reason for his abysmal performance at his life’s trade. So with us: when we try to share the Gospel without Christ, we will find little, if any, success. It might seem an oxymoron to share the Gospel without Christ, since the Gospel is the good news of our Lord’s saving life, death, and resurrection. But do we bring our missionary activity to Christ first in prayer, before we talk to others about Him? Is our life based in daily prayer that draws us closer to the Lord, and undergirds all of our evangelical action? Even with the best arguments and the best intellectual exchanges, conversion is only possible by the power of grace. Do we commend someone to God’s grace after we have shared the Gospel with them? Without Christ, we catch nothing. With Christ, we can’t even bring in all that He desires for us.
This Gospel also encourages us to keep in my our own sinfulness. Whenever we see the Lord do a great work, it should remind us to say, with that timeless hymn, “O Lord, I am not worthy.” The power of Christ is most made manifest when we acknowledge our own weakness, the same now as when God told St. Paul, “My power is made manifest in weakness.” Or, to paraphrase the Apostle to the Gentiles elsewhere, we are simply earthen vessels that God uses, so that the power may truly be known to come from God and not from us. When we are able to let “Jesus take the wheel,” as the great Carrie Underwood sings, we can go and do things that we could never do if we relegate the Lord to the spot of a co-pilot. To quote a bumper sticker I saw once, “If Jesus is your co-pilot, you’re in the wrong seat.” Yes, we have to work with God, but let God use you to accomplish his work; don’t try to use God to approve your own plans and work.
Lastly, our Lord encourages Peter after he admitted his unworthiness to be with the Lord, “Be not afraid.” Fear of spreading the Gospel because we don’t think we know our Scripture well enough, or because we can’t easily spout off all or any of St. Thomas Aquinas’s erudite arguments from the Summa Theologiae, or because we don’t follow Christ perfectly ourselves does not come from God. Yes, we should engage in Bible studies; yes, we should study the Angelic Doctor and other Church fathers and scholars, as our gifts allow; yes, we are sinners who do not always live up to the message we preach. But God doesn’t ask us to have the entire Bible memorized, or any theological work, or to live perfectly before we evangelize. He encourages us to be not afraid, and allow Him to work through us. If we don’t know something, we can look it up afterwards and follow up on another’s questions. And there is a real power in sharing with another person that you want to live as Christ commands, but you don’t always do it (which is probably where that other person will be in his or her life as a disciple anyway). But don’t let fear keep you on the shore; don’t let past failures keep you from the greatness that God wants to accomplish with your cooperation.
As we prepare to enter this next Jubilee Year, 2025, which has as its theme Pilgrims of Hope, may we listen to the call of Pope St. John Paul II and not be afraid to put out into the deep, sharing the hope we have because of our faith in the Lord Jesus, who with the Father and the Holy Spirit live and reign for ever and ever. Amen.