The Gift Jesus Wants to Give Us

The Nativity of the Lord

Many people have favorite Christmas movies.  There are the old classics: “White Christmas,” “It’s a Wonderful Life,” and “Miracle on 34th Street.”  There are new favorites, like the Jim Carrey version of “How the Grinch Stole Christmas,” “The Santa Clause,” and “Elf.”  There are also the usual line up of songs made into short movies: “Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer,” “Santa Claus is Comin to Town,” and a lesser-known, but also very good movie, “The Little Drummer Boy.”  

In this movie, there is a little boy, Aaron, who has a drum, and a pet lamb.  They end up finding the three Magi, and going with them to Bethlehem (something we will celebrate in about two weeks at the Solemnity of the Epiphany).  But along the way, the lamb that belongs to Aaron, is injured mortally.  He asks the Magi to heal it, thinking that because they are Wise Men they can heal it, but they admit they cannot.  So they encourage Aaron to go to the newest king, the baby, and ask the baby to heal the little lamb.  Aaron, not knowing what to offer the king, offers what he has: the gift of playing his drum.  At this point, the narrator says, “And as Aaron looked at the babe, he thought it was the most beautiful sight he had ever seen.”

Tonight/Today, we come to celebrate the birth of that littlest of kings, Jesus.  We come because while tomorrow (and maybe tonight) we will give gifts to each other, there is a gift that we need from Jesus.  There is some need that tugs on our heart and draws us, not to the star of Bethlehem, a city whose name means “House of Bread,” but to this church, this House of God.  There is something that we want to ask of Jesus.  But maybe we are afraid.

Isn’t it funny that we could be afraid of so little a child, so peaceful a king, so gentle a ruler?  We are afraid to ask for something, even though this infant king would grow to say, “Come to me, all you who labor and are burdened, and I will give you rest.  Take my yoke upon your shoulder and learn from me, for I am meek and humble of heart.  And you will find rest for yourself, for my yoke is easy and my burden light.”  We are afraid to ask for something, even though this merciful king would later say, “Has no one condemned you? Then neither do I condemn you.  Go, and from now on, sin no more.”  We are afraid to ask for something, even though this suffering king would later say, “Whatever you ask the Father in my name he will give you.”  What are we afraid to ask for?

What weighs on our heart tonight/this morning?  It’s likely not that we get this or that toy.  The desire of our hearts is for something greater: healing; forgiveness; love.  And Jesus wants to give us these gifts.  He wants to heal us, forgive us, and shower His love upon us.  But in order to receive that gift, we have to open our hands to Him.  And in order to open our hands to Him, we have to give something away.  Hands that are already holding on to something cannot be filled with God’s good gifts.  In order to receive the good gifts of God, what will we give away?

The Little Drummer Boy gives what he has: not silver, not power, not wisdom, not fancy clothes, not jewels, not even gold, frankincense, and myrrh like the three kings.  The Little Drummer Boy gives himself.  And he demonstrates this gift of self by playing his drum.  Have you ever heard a single drum play by itself?  It’s not very impressive.  The simple rat-a-tat-tat, or, as the song goes, ra-pa-pum-pum, has no grandeur to it, but only simplicity.  And yet, as simple as it is, it is a full gift, because it is all the boy has.  It is like the widow’s mite, her lowly coin, that is all she has.  After the boy plays the drum, and the song plays in the background, one of the three kings says, “Your gift, little drummer boy, given out of the simple desperation of a pure love is the one favored above all.”  The gift of love, given when we have nothing else to give, is the gift God favors above all.  He wants the gift of our heart, given to Him because we know we have nothing else but love.  And when we give that gift of love, the love we receive in return is overwhelming.

Tonights readings all focus us the gift of Jesus that God gave to us, to those who could receive Him.  In times past, God had sent other gifts through the judges and prophets and kings.  But this gift is the greatest of all, because it was the gift of the Love of God, His Only-Begotten Son.  As I sit down, I want you all to close your eyes, take a deep breath in, breathe it out, and then say in the silence of your heart: God, I offer you my heart.  God, I offer you my heart.  God, I offer you my heart.

That is the best gift we can give at Christmas.  That is the gift God wants.  May that be our prayer every day: God, I offer you my heart.