Fifth Sunday of Easter
We often tend to think of the early Church as perfect, where everything went as the apostles wanted it to go, where it was easy to follow Christ, and there were no struggles. Today’s first reading should let us know that it was not as easy as we may have imagined. Yes, the Apostles were filled with the Holy Spirit, and many Jews were joining the Church by becoming baptized. Even Greeks were seeking baptism and following Christ as His disciples in His new Church. But the Greek-speaking Jews (St. Luke uses the word Hellenists) started to complain that their widows didn’t seem to get the same care as the Hebrew widows. It also sounds like the Apostles had their hands full, and perhaps had too many responsibilities, which made their service less than it could have been.
So, they created a new set of ministers in the Church, deacons, who would receive the Holy Spirit, and would take over the mission of service at table from the Apostles, so that the Apostles could focus on prayer and preaching the Gospel. They chose seven men, including St. Stephen, to fill this new office in the Church. We know the rest of the story: Stephen also starts preaching, and ends us getting stoned to death. More and more persecutions start, and St. James the Greater, the brother of St. John, is martyred. Antagonism becomes more and more heated between the members of the early Church and the Jewish leaders, who thought that Jesus was a heretic and led people away from God. So maybe it wasn’t quite as easy and perfect as we so often imagine.
Why mention this? Because we ourselves experience difficult times in the Church, but it helps to know that it’s never been easy for the Church. There are always new challenges and new opportunities for the Church. There are always periods of growth, and periods of decline, whether from internal or external forces. Even as we may be convinced that we are not in a golden age of the Church, there truly has never been a golden age: each epoch of history had its own joys and struggles to which the Church had to adjust.
How does the Church survive such struggles? We stay faithful to Christ and following Him, we ask the Holy Spirit to guide us, and we live up to our call to be “a chosen race, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, a people of his own,” as St. Peter said in our second reading. We ask the Holy Spirit to guide us, and follow the Apostles, as the Church did in our first reading. We do not give in to the temptation to let our hearts be troubled, but have faith in God–Father, Son, and Holy Spirit–knowing that God’s ways are sometimes mysterious, but are always for our good.
In our own diminishment as a parish, we can easily fall to the temptation to despair, to not trust in God’s plan. But, as we prepare to meet this Wednesday, I would invite you to do what the Church has always done during difficult times: pray and trust in the Holy Spirit. That’s why I invited you last week to pray the novena to the Holy Spirit, asking for His guidance for our parish, whatever the will of God may be. And, as I also said last week, I don’t know exactly what that will might be; we will discern it together on Wednesday, given the facts that we have, and using the reason that God gave to us to help us to follow His will.
But the key is that, whatever you decide to recommend to Bishop Boyea after this Wednesday’s meeting, God calls us to remain faithful to Him and continue to not only say that we are Catholic, but show it by our actions, both in this parish and in the wider community. People are still hungry to know the love of the Father, and Jesus reveals that to us, and He calls us to reveal Him to others. No matter how the realities of the structural church change and call for adjustments, if we follow the Holy Spirit and live as disciples of Christ, we can have the confidence that we will one day see the Father, and be enveloped by His love in the kingdom of heaven. There is not golden age of the Church. There is simply the streets of gold upon which we hope to walk in heaven, as a result of our fidelity to Christ through all the days of our life on earth. That is our ultimate goal, and the Holy Spirit will help us to get there.