Thirty-second Sunday in Ordinary Time
Our readings present us with a challenge of faith, not to seek the Holy Grail, but to grow in our relationship with Jesus and be prepared for heaven. Our first reading and Gospel in particular give us examples of faith to encourage us to have faith.
In the first reading, the widow of Zarephath and her son are about to run out of food because of the famine that God has sent upon the Land. God sends Elijah to the widow for water and bread. We hear this story, and we know the end, so of course we know it’s going to work out. But for the widow, who had no idea, and who was not even a Jew, Elijah’s request must have been horribly painful: “‘Please bring along a bit of bread.’” She has only a little bit of oil and flour, and after she makes a cake, she and her son will have nothing left, and they will die from starvation. But Elijah promises her that she and her son will have food enough until the rains return and she is able to get more food. She complies, and they have flour and oil enough for a year. Again, we know the ending, so we easily gloss over it. But imagine that you had only one pack of ramen noodles left for you and your child, and someone who claimed to speak for God, but belonged to a different religion, asked to share that one pack with you, all the while promising that you would have enough. Would you have shared? I know we all want to think that we would, but would we truly have faith to share?
Or the poor widow who gave her two small coins to the temple treasury to pay for the upkeep of the temple. She gave all that she had, even though it was a little bit of money. As a widow, she had no one to plead her cause, no one to provide her with food, and no one to protect her. But she had faith that God would provide, and so she offered God what little she had. Jesus commends that faith in the Gospel passage we heard from today, and makes her the example, though we don’t even know if she knew Jesus, had faith in Him, or ever encountered Him.
Faith is easy when our bellies are full. Faith is easy when we feel like we have enough to make ends meet. Faith is much harder when we have nothing and no one to rely on but God. That happens with all too many people who lack food and drink. That happens to all too many people who have no money even though they have tried to work and save. But it is not limited to our bellies and our pocketbooks. Whenever we feel like the rug has been pulled out from under us, it is hard to have faith. But that’s when we find out how strong our faith is. That’s when we find out in what or in whom we really do put our trust.
Some priests on this weekend will preach about money, and donating to the Church, just like the widows did with Elijah and in the Temple. This is not that homily. I’m not asking you to give more money, because, as you seen from our bulletin updates, you are already being generous, and I thank you for that generosity. But I will ask you to give something much more precious than your money to God. The gift of money sometimes is the sign of the gift that God truly wants, but not always. God wants your heart, and he’s asking you to make a leap of faith, to trust in Him, and to give Him your love.
When we truly love someone, they become the focus of our attention, and we rearrange our lives around that person. Parents take off work, and maybe even lose their jobs because they love their children who are sick or in danger. Do we love God more than that? Do we love God enough to make our relationship with Him the number one priority in our life? Not: I’ve got a million things to do this weekend, so hopefully I make it to Mass; not: my bed’s so warm, I’ll sleep a little longer and skip my daily prayers; not: I know our St. Vincent de Paul Society or Knights of Columbus or CCW could use some help, but I’ll do that next month when I have more time. Instead: Mass is the first thing I plan on the weekend, and everything else fits around that; or: I’m tired, but God loves to hear even my tired prayers; or: how can I serve others with my time?
It takes a leap of faith to make God the number one priority in our lives. It can be scary. God can sometimes take us places we never expected to go. But a relationship with Jesus requires faith: faith like the widow from Zarephath had; faith like the poor widow in the Temple had. Lord, we want to have faith in you; help us have faith in you more.